Aside from academics, this one pressures me even more.
I am the type of person who is comfortable in working alone. I hate interferences and conflicts. The decisions are just for myself and dislikes the concept of accountability by myself.
Suddenly, I was chosen to lead my classmates. I'm not sure if I can bear this responsibility. Dealing with my classmates and my professors are not easy considering that it's my first time. Maybe, it is very easy for others who has the previous experience; but in my case, I don't really know.
All important announcements are my responsibility for my classmates' right to information. There are times that I have to make big and on the spot decisions affecting my classmates in case of time constraints. I should have proper sense of management and a wide foresight. All errors shall be shouldered my me.
To obtain the best results, I believe that doing it all by myself systematically is the proper way. But I think that I stand wrongly. Getting the concurrence of every class members and the professors (considering that they are lawyers and magistrates) needs some sort of skills which I'm trying to learn for now.
My conscience will really torture me if a wrong decision will be pronounced by myself. Everybody seems to be blaming me even if I already did my best that I can to resolve the issue. They will tend to ask why is it like this or like that, how did it happen, will this push through, and other critical questions.
But, it is not yet the end.
I am the type of person who is comfortable in working alone. I hate interferences and conflicts. The decisions are just for myself and dislikes the concept of accountability by myself.
Suddenly, I was chosen to lead my classmates. I'm not sure if I can bear this responsibility. Dealing with my classmates and my professors are not easy considering that it's my first time. Maybe, it is very easy for others who has the previous experience; but in my case, I don't really know.
All important announcements are my responsibility for my classmates' right to information. There are times that I have to make big and on the spot decisions affecting my classmates in case of time constraints. I should have proper sense of management and a wide foresight. All errors shall be shouldered my me.
To obtain the best results, I believe that doing it all by myself systematically is the proper way. But I think that I stand wrongly. Getting the concurrence of every class members and the professors (considering that they are lawyers and magistrates) needs some sort of skills which I'm trying to learn for now.
My conscience will really torture me if a wrong decision will be pronounced by myself. Everybody seems to be blaming me even if I already did my best that I can to resolve the issue. They will tend to ask why is it like this or like that, how did it happen, will this push through, and other critical questions.
But, it is not yet the end.
One concerned classmate of mine said:
"Tulungan lang pare, 'wag mong sarilinin."
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