My life has changed a lot - from a complex life to a more complex one. All I want is just a simple life but I really do not know why life is getting more complicated. Maybe, a simple life does not really exist; it is just a ideal fantasy of most people. Everyday, I never stop thinking. I never stop hypothesizing. I never stop wondering. I never stop worrying. No more peace of mind on my part. Now, it is only one month before the final exams. I don't have any idea.
Kahit ngayon, hindi pa rin nawawala sa isip ko na swerte lang kung bakit ko naipasa ang mga subjects ko noong 1st year. Hindi naman talaga ako magaling. Swerte lang talaga. Mauubos din ang swerte ko. Nararamdaman ko na.
I lost all the confidence. I starting to lose hope.
Kung swerte man yun, masasabi ko din na malas din ang nangyari sapagkat kung 'di man ako para sa pag-aaral ng law, sana hindi na lang pinatagal.
One big question is: It is a choice or destiny?
Honestly, I do not know the answer. Nauubusan na ako ng mga sagot.
I'm just hoping that none of my theories are correct.
The only reason for me to keep holding on is the support. The support of my friends. Thank you Superfriends for all your support. I really appreciate those.
